Alix...*glomp* I just...GAH people suck. And February? I am convinced February was a big life sucking hole of blackness, because mine sucked too, T.T I'm so sorry everything's been so awful, :(
I just...I can't believe Alexis. I mean, you guys don't talk for months, and that's the message she sends you?? I mean...there's just no excuse for that. Or for Mallory, or...people. This is what drives me crazy about people, because you put so much faith in them, and so few of them deserve it.
I heard something once about how giving someone any measure of trust was just giving them license to fuck you over and betting on the odds that they wouldn't, with the odds stacked ridiculously against you. And the longer I live, the more I think that's true, which is sad, cause I never particularly wanted to believe it.
And the worst part is, I don't think people really think about it. I think they just...do things and don't notice what they leave behind. At least, that's certainly how it looks/feels like when you're the one being left behind. It's not fair, and it's not right, and...and it makes you sad and bitter and frustrated and...
You know what? Fuck this shit. We should like...crap, my brain is short on outlandish yet awesome ideas because I've been studying biochem for hours...
ok, got it. We should create a kingdom with invisible walls that only let in people who actually give a shit about other people and who actually keep their word. And animals. And every computer/phone/tv/anything imaginable has awesome internet access and loads of fanfic archives. *nods* I think that might solve it.
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Date: 2011-03-09 04:04 am (UTC)I just...I can't believe Alexis. I mean, you guys don't talk for months, and that's the message she sends you?? I mean...there's just no excuse for that. Or for Mallory, or...people. This is what drives me crazy about people, because you put so much faith in them, and so few of them deserve it.
I heard something once about how giving someone any measure of trust was just giving them license to fuck you over and betting on the odds that they wouldn't, with the odds stacked ridiculously against you. And the longer I live, the more I think that's true, which is sad, cause I never particularly wanted to believe it.
And the worst part is, I don't think people really think about it. I think they just...do things and don't notice what they leave behind. At least, that's certainly how it looks/feels like when you're the one being left behind. It's not fair, and it's not right, and...and it makes you sad and bitter and frustrated and...
You know what? Fuck this shit. We should like...crap, my brain is short on outlandish yet awesome ideas because I've been studying biochem for hours...
ok, got it. We should create a kingdom with invisible walls that only let in people who actually give a shit about other people and who actually keep their word. And animals. And every computer/phone/tv/anything imaginable has awesome internet access and loads of fanfic archives. *nods* I think that might solve it.